I don’t remember the rest of the dream but at one point I became very aware that I was asleep and dreaming. I asked myself what I wanted to do so I remember running around these hallways with bright red carpets calling out for Dan and trying to find him.

Andrew told me that it’s hard to do things in lucid dreams that you can’t do in real life so I figured that calling a person into existence wasn’t really going to happen.

But I still tried for a little while and I could faintly hear his voice saying that he was in some icebox room. I made it to the room but I don’t think he was there. Then I made one attempt to fly but I kind of just fell floating right above the ground.

After that, I went back to regular dreaming. 

It was kind of like I had fallen asleep in the dream and woke up to a new dream.

In this part of the dream I remember Andrew Wong and I were roommates. He came back to the room with some friend and woke me up from sleeping. He had this really awesome and intricate paint design on his face that was a really light blue color. He said it was for some dance competition that he had with his team. I was surprised to learn he was on a dance team (he’s not in real life….that I know of). I don’t remember anything after that conversation. I may have woken up.

4:43 pm  •  9 February 2011  •  3 notes

I knew I had a fever last night but I finally got the VGA cord from Chris so I reallllyyy wanted to watch Buffy from Netflix on my TV. I forced myself to stay up til like 4 something watching it and by the time the episode ended, I felt like a zombie on fireeee. So I decided to lay there for a while before I changed and got ready for bed~

I dreamt that I was driving around somewhere but I had a fever so it was really difficult for me to pay attention. I realized I kept sort of going in and out / falling asleep while driving. At one point, I realized I had been asleep for a really long time while driving and I freaked out and pulled over. I was driving on the wrong side of the highway and some car ahead of me had crashed and some guy was lying dead on the ground. In the dream though I knew that the accident wasn’t my fault. Cops came and were giving me a hard time. I felt myself whimpering in pain and distress through the dream. I explained to the cops what happened and they weren’t as mean to me anymore.

Then I woke up. It still took me a while to actually get up and get ready for bed. At this point it was around 6:30 in the morning.

Boooo being sick.

9:34 pm  •  9 January 2011

We had a fourth room in our apartment, like Kelly was never there. I was probably dreaming it because she went home this weekend. We used the room as a kind of hang out / lounging / play room. I was in there hanging out with possibly other people and Alex Ziatyk showed up and he had this orange candy thing that he got out from a candy machine. After a while, people went to the other rooms in our apartment and I was by myself. Some guy came in to eat lunch and I was like oh, I forgot this was a public place that anyone could come into (even though it wasn’t really). So I grabbed my stuff and went back into my room. I didn’t have my glasses on so everything was kind of blurry. Alex had left that candy so I ate it. I felt bad but I was like psshh whatever he’ll forget about it. So then I decided to go to the room where everyone was hanging out. 

I walked down the hallway into a door at the end. When I walked in the new room, three girls I didn’t know were sitting there and I was just like wait, who are you guys? Is this where I’m supposed to be? And they were like nah you have the wrong room. I assumed it was because I didn’t have my glasses on and couldn’t see well. I must have made some mistake leaving my room. So I left that door and I was in some main room with another girl I didn’t know and I was like what the FUCK is going on??? I was sooo confused. Because I had originally been in my room and I knew I never left from our main door so there was no way I could’ve gotten to this other room. In my confusion I kept asking myself if I was tripping, I thought maybe it was Alex’s candy that I ate. Or maybe I was dreaming?? On a side note, these two rooms had some kind of Toy Story / Woody theme going on and their floors were wood paneling. 

So it turned out I was in the room across the hall from me. I left to go back to my room. When I got to my door, my ID was cracked in half but I was trying to swipe it anyway to get in. Then there were these older ladies that were putting up stickers and flyers, promoting some candidate for an election. One black woman got right in my face when she was putting a sticker on our door and she just stared at me, saying nothing.

I somehow got back into the room and went straight to my room to put my glasses on. I remember asking if Alex was still there but they said no, he went to Lenscrafters. I didn’t believe them though because in my dream the last time I saw him, he had left without saying goodbye and I knew I’d be upset if he did that again. I was in my room and signed onto AIM on my phone for no reason really. Then I was going to text Alex to tell him I was upset he left without saying goodbye but I don’t remember what really happened next.

I remember talking to Diana and Melissa saying how fucking weird it was that I got into that other room and that it really didn’t make sense because I knew I didn’t leave our room.

Also, my glasses were different and I didn’t like the way they looked on me. They were smaller and for some reason had pencil erasers at the end of the ear-holders (is there a word for them? I don’t know).

Anddd that’s all I remember!

5:19 pm  •  11 December 2010

Had my first lucid dream!!!

2:26 pm  •  3 November 2010

Dreamt I had long nails. And a bunch of other crazy things. But some were sweet too!

1:10 pm  •  21 October 2010

Xander was my friend from college or something and we were all buddy, buddy. He was exactly the same person he was in the show. After watching the show for a while and being a good friend of his, I started to develop feelings for him.We were at some kind of day camp hanging out, and there was something evil happening but I can’t really remember what.

Eventually, I sent him a text saying something about how watching him in the show made me want to jump his bones now or something. He never responded but later on I got a text from him saying that his phone had died right after he read my text. I think he asked to hang out but then I wasn’t as interested anymore.

There was another part of the dream. It had something to do with a new tv/monitor screen in my family’s computer room. It was huggge. And then some guy came in who may or may not have been Bruce Willis with mad KFC to eat and I ate an abnormally large drumstick. There was a kid there as well. We worked together for something but I’m not sure what. It had the air of something secretive and spy-ish.

That’s all I remember.

2:20 pm  •  28 June 2010

Two nights ago I dreamt about having bruises on my lips because the whole day I had been thinking about how it would be cool if lips could bruise from biting them really hard so I could just fuck everyone’s shit up and laugh about it a lot to myself afterwards

Last night I had this crazy dream that I accidentally got pregnant with three babies so I had them and I fucking sucked as a mom because I forgot you couldn’t drink alcohol when you had to breastfeed and I had no way to feed them and felt so bad. Then I dropped one of them on my bed and their elbow got all fucked up. Worst mom ever. But I loved them with all my heart so that makes it okay, right?

Dreams are crazy, sometimes. I wish I wrote them down more.

2:17 pm  •  8 May 2010  •  1 note